15/02/2026

i think i had three dreams again, i only remember one well enough, another one does not have enough substance to be worth trying to tell.


i was back to being a teenager and i was what i can only assume as some sort of field trip, there were these other teenagers that i read as my classmates. we were on the back seats of what might've been an entirely white train with large windows. before it departed the classmates made this rule that you're supposed to have a funny tiny hat on top of a normal hat. i didn't have one but i commented on one of theirs thinking it was very funny, one of those propellor hats. a very small one. then the vehicle departed. before i knew it we were 60 meters above this seemingly endless ocean. then i looked forward and saw we were about to make a 70-80 degree drop into a tunnel that went under the ocean. i think my (real) body was signaling that i wasn't lying down right because during the drop, besides the falling sensation it felt as if i wasn't getting enough oxygen. that's when i woke up. i remember really wanting to know what came after that tunnel, though.



13/02/2026

i think i had three dreams, i only remember two.


the first dream it was midnight and it was like i had teleported from my mattress to one of the pathways facing the pond at the park next to my house. the atmosphere was serene. i was wrapped in my blanket the same way i fell asleep, except robo-ky was also there and joined in. i think we were both naked. nothing happened after this besides continuing to lie down and soak in the scene before it ended.


the second dream i can vaguely remember stealing things and having to move from one human-sized wooden chicken coop to the next constantly. later on this highly infectious disease that had the word "duck" in it began showing up and i think the way it worked is that your cells would gradually (and lopsidedly) be replaced with copies that are neither alive nor of the same density despite their appearance, eventually leading into the literal collapse of your body. the imagery, despite the funny name was on the same level of visual repulsiveness as seeing a harlequin baby.



01/02/2026

i was sitting on this carpet/towel along with about 50 others in a square formation on this hot sandy looking area. we were planning to make a major trek to a more promising land, which we knew had even more heat and sand. we went into this dilapidated building and all the rooms were full of tables with stuff on them, mostly clothing. we were all deciding on what to take with us. the dream then, eventually, ended.



30/01/2026

i was in some sort of vicinity and i think it was a kind of an aquarium/sanctuary that was on the verge of failure due to poor water conditions or something. there were details i don't remember but regardless it did fail, hereafter i decided it was time to end my life by lying down and starving/dehydrating so i got into this cab and gave the driver directions to what was either this other dilapidated institution or a grass field next to a large pond and factories. during the ride he was picking up other passengers and i was still preparing mentally. this original song that didn't exist but was using the vocals from underworld's "scribble" was playing over the radio and i was staring up into the cloudless sunny sky through the front window. visions of huge pipes (the plumbing kind) faded in and out of view up there. then the dream ended.